oh geez, trypophobia? D:
it wasn’t this bad before. earlier this year i suddenly panicked at the library bc of the natural wood lines on the tables and now i can’t even go back to that library. and now this >_>
ahh hang in there! I haven’t reacted that strongly to inanimate things, but I’ve spent one whole final compulsively rubbing my hands because I had a nightmare the night before about… cells on them, I guess. In my case it went away after a while, and I think I might have “worn it out” by thinking about it too much, but that’s probably not a good idea in general.
(do you have to take a lot of organic bio from here on out or…?)